It's my turn

I have finally admitted that I am so tired of being a heavy person. I hate being fat. Kevin doesn't like it when I say I am fat so I am just heavy. I am tired all the time, have no energy and all I want to do is sleep. Not that sleep is a bad thing but I wake up tired and feel sluggish throughout the day which is no fun. So since I am admitting it, I need to do something about it. This past Monday I joined sparkpeople.com. It is pretty motivating (I'm on day 3). You log your food intake and exercise and it will tell you how many calories you burn and how many you consume. If you are interested in checking it out and/or signing up my name is abandaudsmom. Please refer me. I don't get anything for it I don't think. Anyway, I have decided that everyone in my life has been my top priority. Abby, Audrey, Kevin, my job, you name it and I am sure that it has come first. I know that this sounds terrible, like I am not a very caring person, I am. It is just that I have not taken care of myself like I should. I was telling a friend earlier today that if I keep going the way that I have been, who will take care of my kids in 15 years because I probably wouldn't be around to do it. So there you have it. I am officially eating better and exercising. If you have anything that would help motivate me, I am open to suggestions. Thanks for reading.